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[29 Nov 2005|08:26pm] |
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soo uhh like i havnt updated in quite a while. So mu life has been pretty drama filled. for real!.it sux if u ask me. Like last week was thanksgivin and stuff. So wendesday was the pep rally. which was extremely fun. I won princess of my class which was funn =]. Then thankksgivin i went to my step dads to eat sum grub. Then that nite was the v-dance. fun for a lil while until my date left with lindseys date!!!! so after that happened i was kinda bummed out. for real! then after like an hour or so i wasnt havein to much fun. so i left. o yea and i forgot the part where me and lindz got into a hugge argument. yea that sucked 2. we r still not on good terms. but i have been tryin to change everything between us. but she wont even make an attempt. SO lindz of u read this at all...IM SORRY!!! and i LOOVE you. ur my gurl. u have alwayz been here for me. and i dont want it to change!!!!!
anywayz.......... after all that shit happened Manny came to my rescue and brought me home and stayed wit me. then that nite i had a few friends come over and we partied or w/e. then the next day i kinda chillled. Then saturday i went to the mall wit manny adn lauren. Then that nite we went to a party and got completely trashed. for real!! it was great! then the next day i went to the mall wit lauren. Went Christmas shopping. it was fun. Then l8r that nite we went to the studio and EzG and DC recoreded a few songs. The DISS track came out sick. for real!!..haha...wel anywayz...not much else to talk about...pcccccccceeeeee nuccaz!!!
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[27 Oct 2005|12:41pm] |
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well today sux. i stayed home cuz i fucked up my knee sum how last nite on the way to lindseys show. I have a doctors appointment today to get tonz of x-rays done =[. well any who. last nite was lindseys first show. and she did excellent. i saw alot of people there i knew cuz they r friends with my dad. sunday i went to the studio and lindsey recorded her song and recorded a song with EzG.they r great. i swear those 2 r gonna be famous some day =]/ WORD! welll lets c not to much ellse has been happenin. o yea i finally got to c chris the other day. it was great.. i miss that fucker soo much. lol. lindseys party is tomorrow. its gonna be off the heezy.haha.well im goin to go. <3
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[10 Oct 2005|08:01pm] |
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yupp im kewl and i got a 4 day weekend. W O R D!!! well i had a pretty good weekend. Thursday nite i went to the Java Hut with the one and only Heather Rice!! It was kewl. Ummm lets seee....friday i chilled and then a bunch of people came over cuz my momma went out for the nite wit some friends. Then saturday i kinda just had a lazziiee day then at 5 i had to work. WoW lemme tell you...thhat was indeed the worst day of work evvver!!! then sunday i worked that morning and then that nite i went to shabooms wit like tonz of people. It was madd fun. Then we had to leave shabooms early cuz almost everybody got kicked out...it was pretty lame! Then we brought phuong to fuckin Lowell. And that drive there and back was veryy dangerous..lol...not gonna say all the details but..it was pretty scary. We didnt end up getting home till like 4 in the morning =/. O Well. then today i didnt do to much. Well lauren did comeover for a lil while. I cooked her supper..haha..i made stuffed shells.WoW how good am I.lol..well im goin to go. pccccccccccceeeeeeee
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[26 Sep 2005|06:13pm] |
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yea well i started skewl..and it sux soo much. I finally got a job. and i looove it. I work at that new restaurant Neopolitan. Im a bus girl..haha..let me tell i get some good tips :). Well i had a pretty good weekend. Friday i hung out wit manny,lindsey,charlie, and lauren...woow did we have a good time. We did a lil sumthin. it was madd craziii!!! cant even explain wut happened. it was funn tho. then sat. i had to work. then sunday morning i yhad to work. but other then that i had a pretty kick ass time. well not much else to say. so im gonna go.pcceeeeeeee
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| lets do it like they do on the discovery channel : ) |
[07 Sep 2005|02:54pm] |
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well i started skewl which completely sux ass. I absolutely hate it this year. I cud really care less about anythin this year in skewl. well other then that i have been doin great. : ). i went to the woodstock fair on friday wit lauren, charlie, manny, and lindsey. It was so0o0o much fun. I saw ryan billy and aria there which was kewl. Then me lindsey and aria went on a ride and lindsey got soo fuckin sick on it. I felt so bad. Charlie was goin to drop all of us off and we had to stop like 10 times cuz lindz had to get sick. Pooor Lindz. lol! anyways..the next day manny me luren and charlie went to the studio and manny recorded some songs. Fun shit man! Then we just chilled at mannys house for awhile. Then sunday i slept like the hole day. It was great. Monday i didnt do much. All i did was go to my moms friends house for a while, then i came home and got to c my friend alex that i havnt gotten to c in like 2 years. I fuckin miss that girl!!!! then last nite me and manny went to my dads band practice for a lil while. O man we gott soo fuckin lost on our way there. It was sooo fuckin hilarious. anywayz...yea thats wut i have been up 2. Seriously i really do HATE skewl!! I have spanish this year, which i cant speak for the life of me.lolol! well im gonna go. <3
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| GoodBye Summer : ( |
[31 Aug 2005|09:56pm] |
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well today marks the last day of summer vacation...and it sux. i have had the best summer ever. and its sad to kno that its OVER!!!... lets c...well im at lindseys house and we were planin on gettin drunk but sum stuff happened and caused us not to drink...:( but we decided to have one of those all nighters that we have had like 3 nites in a row..haha. seriously i have absolutely no desire to c or even talk to the people at my skewl...well sum of them anyway. my summer has been off the hook yo..lol. i met so many people and had some crazzie nights partying and shit. but as i think about it we r finally juniors. which is fuckin GrAnD. just 2 more years and we will be off on our own seperate ways. which kinda sux cuz im gonna miss some of u fuckers.lol. but i dunno... the past week or so i have been pretty stressed. just about the hole parents thing..i dunno..all i have been doin is just tryin to escape it all..and not have to deal wit it!! i dunno..im goin to go..c y'all tomorrow : (
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[25 Aug 2005|08:01pm] |
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wow...so much shit has been happenein. well monday my mom found out that my step dad has been cheatin on her. yea i kno it...hes a fuckin PRICK!!!...well my mom new who the chick was 2... he had cheated on my mom with the same chick a while bak. well my mom is completely torn about everything so i have been trying to help her out and shit. well monday nite we went to the police station (felt so awkward in there) and we tried to get a restraining order on him...so my mom talked to the judge on the phone and shit and he wont let my mom get one on eddie. u kno wut he fuckin sed...well eddie has a bad history and shit and when my mom told him that hes like there is nothin we can do becuz it was all behind 1990..isnt that fucked up. i was pissed. And i was already sooo heated about findin out wut eddie did to my mom. I was all like "im gonna find that fuckin bitch and kill her" and i was serious at the time. so my mom got all worried and told the cop...so the cop brought me into this room and all talked to me and shit. and hes like u really shouldnt get involved becuz of wut this lady is all about (drugs) but i ddint care. nobody disrespects my mom like that. i love my mom, and i feell soo bad for her. but im glad i have my friends to help me through everything. everyone has been tryin to get me out of the house at nite times to get my mind off of things and just relax.. it has kinda been workin. so yea thats everything thats been up wit me. but im goin to go.
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[19 Aug 2005|05:55pm] |
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alrite i was havin a pretty good day today...i slept over Mo's house and then i came home today at like noon..then like a lil after that lauren came over wit her lil sister...we had a pretty good time. I alwayz like chillen wit her..she makes me happy : )..well then she left at like 5...then my mom gets home at like 5:30. Wow does she fuckin piss me off. Seriously i cant take her shit no more. shes kewl one day then the next like week shes a fuckin pshyco. she will not stop buggin me about me gettin a god damn job. Fuck..i have tried soo hard..i dont kno wut to do anymore. She seriously is never satisfied wit wut i do. And then my step brother jon..wow i feel bad for him. My mom treats him like shit. he also does the same to her. but she is the bigger person. and he is a fuckin kid. i really cant take it. uugghh!!! u all shud kno that when two people get together that both have kids there is always gonna be problems with the step parents and the kids. like me and eddie (my stepdad)..we used to hate eachother. but as i grew up i realized he has done so0o0o much for me..he is a bit of a control freak..which i now understand..but w/e ya kno. he trusts me now and we can talk.. but there is no stopping my mom and my bro jon. They r like fuckin enemies. My bro jon is on probation now becuz of how he has been treatin everybody..he went to throw my mom down the stairs and everything..some crazzy shit i kno. but i tell my mom constantly to just fuckin ignore the kid. he aint worth all the stress she goes through. i try to help but no matter wut anybody says to her she just wont fuckin stop. well it feels good to let this all out. : ). well its the weekend but im sure my mom wont let me do much cuz supposedly im out WAY TO MUCH!!! well lets see i thought it was fuckin summer vaca. im havin a good time and i wanna continue that ya kno. i dunno..DRAMA sux ass!! thats like the biggest reason i dont wanna go bak to skewl. its all about the fuckin drama man.. no matter where you go theres drama...for real!!! well 11th grade.. shit do i feel old..lol..be4 u kno it i will be in college hopefully. im kinda scared : 0. and i still have to go skewl shopping and everything but like my parents have like NOOOO money. it sux. but w/e man.i dunno..its friday and i doubt im doin anything : (...well im goin to go..
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| letting go |
[18 Aug 2005|03:29pm] |
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wow were those 2 weeks fuckin fun!!!! i partied like evry single day..lol. i got to chill wit people i havnt seen in like 4 ever..i met some kewl ass people. well anywayz...it was sooo much fun..so much to tell...hmmm..well lets see maura and amanda and erica came over on tuesday and we had a gurls nite then. I had not seen maura in like 3 or 4 years..so it was good to c her again..i have been with her like every single day since then. well then the next day her 2 friends charlie and manny came over. They r fuckin awesome. Manny raps and he issssss sooo0o0o0o fuckin good. anywayz..that nite we partied and w/e. then like evry single day after that i had madd people come here and just chill out and stuff...well on that sunday i had some friends over and me aria, amanda, and maura went to go out on the trampoline and all the sudden this random lady comes into my yard and was like chasing us tellin me to let her in my house...now i was a lil freaked out so i go inside to get billy and pj..so i bring them out and i tell them to get her the fuck out of my yard...so she did...it was soo0o0o0o funny!!! then the next day which was monday me and maura went to the studio wit manny and smitty to watch them rap..it was fuckin great..they r so0o0o0o good..o man...wel then the rest of the week i kinda was just calmin down and chillen and cleanin up my house from the week be4..i was just chillen with manny and maura and charlie and lauren and stuff like that..then thursday nite my parents came home..i kinda missed them but then by like firday i wanted them gone again..lol...well it was funn and i really hope it happens again which probably wont happen becuz my step dad found a bunch of shit in the house...but he was kewl about it tho..which i was happy about. well im goin to go...ttul
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| 2 WEeks to MySELF!! |
[01 Aug 2005|02:50pm] |
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Yea i havnt written in here in 4 ever. Alot has been happening. Lets see....where to begin...well my birthday wasd June 14th...good birthday..i got a tattoo...hurt like a bIaTch. Then summer came whick had been GRRReaT!! been out alot with friends. My parents just left to go to Iowa with my brothers. so i have the house to myself for 2 fuckin weeks. how great is this. well yea...last week i went to the ocean with lindsey. On the way bak from it we felt sad cuz there werent that many hott guys at the beach so we decided to put a paper out the window with my cell phone # on it and put call me on it...lolololol...i kno wut u are all thinkin (wut a slut) nah we were just havin a good time.. and we ended up getting some #'s..cuz we r good like that..lolol...well alot more to tell but dont really feel like tellin at the moment..so ima go now...pce
<3 tasha
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yupp i skipped skewl today because i ddint really want to go. Tonite is prom nite. Im fuckin stupid, i got asked and we kinda talked about it and decided we ddint want to go. Now i really want to go. It must be soo fun!! o well..i can go next year. So today was pert boring. i didnt do anything but sleep and go on the computer. mhmh...not to sure wut im doin this weekend. i mite be goin to six flags on sunday with lindsey and my dad and my uncle. Then since monday is memorial day we r having a cookout. It shud be fun! well im goin to go cuz i dont have nayhting elses to rite in here.
<3 tasha
18 more days till my b-day!!
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| ~~Im sitting here wondering wut will happen next~~ |
[22 May 2005|05:08pm] |
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Well i guess you cud say that i had a pretty depressing weekend. Friday me and Sabrina went to this club in Rhode Island. It was fun. We got home late that nite. Then Saturday me, my dad, sabrina, and my lil bro shawn went to New Hampshire for a memorial for my uncle. Im sure i told you all wut happened to my uncle! Truthfully, i miss him sooooo much. He was like my second dad. He was there for me whenever i needed him! We had soo much fun together. Like this weekend i completely lost it and balled my eyes out because i miss him soo much. Goin to NewHampsheire made me realize that my uncle was ( well actually still is) an outstanding human being. It is beautiful out there..all the mountains and everything. And knowing that my uncle was the one that conquered all those mountains..it amazes me. It kinda inspired me to be outgoing like that. I never really thought this wud have happened to MY uncle. I kno that sounds a lil selfish..but i guess in this case i do kinda get like that. But yea anyway... can we just talk about how much im goin to miss those friggen seniors. WOW...it really sux.. im like friends with alot of them and im never really goin to c any of them again. =(. Well..GOODLUCK to all of you and hope you have a good life. I love you guys!!!
<3 tasha
R.I.P- <3Uncle Jay<3
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[16 May 2005|09:22pm] |
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yea today i had a perty good day. I went to skewl..had to make up like 10 tests from bein out those days last week. Then after skewl me and lindsey went to CVS and got me some hair dye. Yupp...i dyed my hair..dark brown. Im still not sure if i like it yet. But w/e...then after that i went tanning and then Billy came and picked me up...and me, him, aria, and ryan, and heather, and erica all hung out the hole nite. We went to the park for a while and then went to billys house to chill out. THen we went to mcDonalds and ended up coming bacck to my place to jump on the trampoline. It was madd fun. Well im goin to go and watch the rest of my show (tear tear--last episode of Everybody Loves raymond--)..k bye
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i had a decent weekend.. =/
Friday i skipped skewl becuz i felt like it. Then friday nite i went to ericas house and slept there. We went to the bowling alley that nite and chilled with Matt, sean, and lemay. It was sooo much fun. Then saturday we just chilled and then we came bak here to my place and i had to babysit my fuckin brothers. It sucked!! Then today i didnt really do much...erica left my place at about 5 then lauren came over and we went to my uncles house for a lil while then we went out to eat at WENDYS.
yup...i got friggen MCAS testing this week. ugghh...lemme tell you...i think 10th grade is one of the most hardest grades ever.. im not doin well at all. : (
well..im officially SINGLE...4ever..i gave up..not even talkin to him no more...becuz if i do it breaks my heart to see that he loves someone else..but w/e..im sure you all have heard enuf about this asshole ..but sumtimes i cant help it..lol! Well ts about my bedtime..soo luv ya all
<3 tasha
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| Done and Over with everything |
[06 May 2005|07:58pm] |
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yea i finally realized that its better to stay single. No matter wut i do to get a guy it never works. I try to start a relasionship with somebody and we start to get close and shit and then a stipid bitch has to get involved so it all goes downhill from there ....ugghh..im o so madd!!! Its either a guy is way to shallow to date me or they just want to be friends in reality they actually have another lover...which in this case is happeneing to me. uugghh....i feel so lonely... i thought it was goin good but i guess i was wrong.. anywayz...
Todat i gots a car. I got a saturn . Its blue. im sooo happy i got a car. I dont even have my permit yet. lol!! but yea im goin to go and just chilland think about everything.
Thanx erica for trying to talk to me. I just dont kno wut im goin to do anymore!!! :(
40 MORE DAYS
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[01 May 2005|06:18pm] |
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I had a perty borinnnngg weekend. I didnt do anythin really. Lauren came over yesterday and she pimped out my myspace page. It lookks hott. You guys all gotta look at it. She also changed my livejournal page 2. I love it!
So now i like on lockdown now from my parents. My grades suck so that kinda why im in trouble. Eddie has been talking to all my teachers and if they find out i dont so my homework or get a bad grade i wont be able to do anything like chill with my friends or go out or anything. It sux sooooo much man. :(. I dont really have much to put in here so i guess im goin to go now!!
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| VACATION!! |
[24 Apr 2005|06:08pm] |
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HOly shit..i think i had the best vacation ever man. It was sooo fun. I did something just about everyday.:). Amanda lincoln came over for a couple of days and we chilled. It was great that i saw her becuz we never see eachother anymore. Well one day Lindsey came over and amanda was over too and we pitched a friggen tent out on my trampoline. It was sooo fun. I brought my portable DVD player outside so we watched some movies and shiut. Thne the next day Chris and his friend Kyle friggen rode there bikes to my house from Southbridge. It was great. It took them about 2 hours. We had alot of fun that day. OOO and then there was 4/20 but i wont go any further on that one.lol! Then friday me and lindsey went to the Berkshires. That place was sooo fuckin nice...and funn! Me and Lindsey were pimpin it out big time. We met like 10 guys and they were all hott! They were all askin me and lindsey for our digits and shit. It was great. Then Saturday nite me and lindsey stayed our till like 2:30 hangin out with all teh guys and then we ended up chillen at this kid (Kurtis) house. It was fun. He is sooo great. Well yea alot more happened but im not really in the mood for typing it all. So i hope you all had a good vacation. Got to go. Bye
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| Good Weekend!! |
[03 Apr 2005|08:46pm] |
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yupp its bak to skewl tomorrow : (. And i have a gigantic test in Drivers Ed tomorrow : (. It sux. 18 Chapters worth of info i have to jam in my lil head between now and tomorrow.lol!
Well i had a pretty good weekend. Friday me and Lindsey went tanning. She also got her permit that day becuz thursday was her b-day. Me Lindsey and Danny went to Olive Garden for her b-day. It was madd good. Well anywayz...afta tanning on friday lindsey brought me home. I almost got into like 4000000 car accidents.lol! Shes getting way better at it tho. Im soo proud of her.lol!! Well yea..tehn saturday chris and lindsey came over. We just chilled here at my house. Chris met my parents which i was pretty scared about... becuz you all kno how my step dad is. But he was pretty nice to him. : ). Yea anyway...afta we dropped of chris..me and lindsey went to my dads show and her brothers show...they played at the same place. I love her bros band. The r soo good. So i got home at like 2:00 in the morning and fuckin crashed. I was soo tired. Then today i chilled at ym palce the hole time...went tanning and then went to dance. well im goin to go.
Bye
<3 Tasha
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yea nuthin to great has happened lately, other then the fact that i probably will be single for the rest of my effin life. Which in my perspective, this is awful. I dont kno how long it has been since i have had a good relasionship with someone . I officially feel extremely lonely. And for all u friends that say ur here for me and stuff.. and that i can be with you..haha it aint goin to work anymore. I feel differently now. I cant pretend anymore. I NEED A MAN god dammit!!lol! But i just take it day by day hoping and wishin for him bak! And hopefully i will get him! I just try not to sweat it and stress about it all the time. Cant be doin that to myself!
But anywayz... i had driveRS-ED tonite till friggen 5. We ordered pizza tho. MMM! It was good. To tell u the truth i havnt had pizza in a while! I kno im weird..but Tasha's gotta cut down.lol! Yea so i now have dance on Sundays. Im not good enough in the advance class. It was mad hard. U all have kno idea. I mean this is my first year of dancin.. so that was deffinatly a downfall for me. But its all good cuz i got cclasses now on Sundays but im still goin to my other dance class thats on Thursday just to get a extra workout. So yea...im goin to go!
<3 Tasha
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yupp...its Tuesday...for sum reason this week is goin by so effin slowww! I cant stand it. I really havnt been up to anyhtin lately. Well actually i did get my progress report!! : (. Yea it wasnt that great. I mean i brought up all my grades except 2 of them. I got a F in history and a D in Biology. I cant stand Bio anymore. I dont understand anyhting. Whoever reads this and understands Bio plzzzzz... and i mean plzzzz HELP ME!!! lol! Like i think its cuz i have absolutely no interest in it. All it friggen talks about is CELLS. I hate it!! Well yea anywayz... Thats about everything that is goin n with me.. other then i miss a certain sumone ( u all shud kno) i feel like me and this person are like falling apart as a friendship and a lil more then friendship. We never really talk anymore...and it makes me sad:(..but u all kno me and im goin to bust my ass to get this person.lol! Well Wheel of Furtune is on so im goin to go.Bye
<3 Tasha
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